Saturday, April 18, 2015

Lack of content

          Typing this post from my phone 
     I'm so sorry about my lack of content these past few days! I completely forgot to blog yesterday because I have a ton of family up from West Virginia and I spent time with the all morning and then I had some personal stuff happen with my dad. Then when I got him I just decided to take the night to myself to watch my show with Brett, Matt, and Dakota. Sometimes it's nice to just be in a Skype call coexisting with them. 
     It's so weird because they're across the country, but they truly are my best friends. 
This is a picture from the other night and no matter how much I look at it I smile because they're goofballs. 

     So about my family. My cousin Kevin used to live here when I was younger for a few years then he moved back to west Virginia and I only get to see him on weekends he comes up to Ohio and it's a four hour drive so it's not super often. He also has like 4 kids. 3 preteen age and a baby names Jordan. They're all so cute. Jordan will repeat anything you say to him and his little baby voice is justin too cute. 

     It seems like Dakota and i will never be to that stage of life. We can't even plan our wedding none the less plan for a child. What I really can't wait to do though is get a house, but I feel like I'll never be financially stable enough even after all my school loan and car loan are paid off. Like how do you even go about buying a home. I mean we've looked at stuff and talked to realtors before, but it's just all too scary right now. To be honest a big part of me still wants to move out west. However, that's even more scary because how the hell am I supposed to just pack everything up and drive across the country on top of spending all of my money on a house and getting a mortgage.

     Well sorry for the stressed out Dreama post. I clearly need to do something to clear my mind. When I'm done writing this I think I'm going to take blitz for a run. Dakota said he'd want to go with me, but he's pretty sound asleep. 
Another example of why I love our Skype calls. 

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