Connected to the World

Literally cannot tell you how good it feels to have internet

We have had no trace of any internet the past few days and after a long appointment yesterday we are finally connected to the world again. Now I have yet to test how well my internet will stream, but we will see tonight I suppose. As long as all goes as planned I will be live tonight. 

Youtube news

I got approved for a custom url on youtube so you can now find me and youtube.com/dreamajade! I am so so excited about that! I also got 150 views on my first youtube video and I'm up to 20 subscribers already! Thank you guys so so much for bearing with me these past few days with the crazy internet and still wanting to support me in my youtube and blogging adventures! It seriously means so much to me and  I love every single one of my supporters because you enable me to do what I love every single day and you make me feel like my voice is being heard by people. That feeling is something that is so hard to explain, but it makes me feel so so happy. 

Family Matters

These past few days I have spent a lot of time with my brother, finally. It has been so nice to feel a connection to him like I have the past few days. He went through a phase where he wouldn't really talk to me and we were fighting a lot, but I think we are passed that now and I actually feel involved in his life. Part of it was me not being patient or really making any effort to rekindle our close bond, but I went to his soccer game two days ago and it was so awesome to see him in his element like that. I also met his friend Jared and played basketball with them both and it was just nice to be in his life again and feel relevant to him, you know? 

 I think we take sibling relationships for granted. We were best friends growing up and if I didn't have him I literally don't know who I would be. The best thing my parents ever did was give me him even though I give him a hard time and tell him they shouldn't have had a second kid. He was my best friend and I can't believe the man he is growing into. 

Dak and I might go to the outlet mall today

After I'm done writing this we're going to decide if we want to go or not. Our sleeping schedule is so messed up though, like weve been up since like 5 a.m. so I don't think were going to be able to stay up until stream. We are going to have to nap or something because I know I am going to be so tired come 11 o'clock, but we don't nap well so we have to decide whats going to happen there. If we napped now we would definitely be up by 11, even if we overslept there is no way I could sleep for close to 12 hours, but I'm not really that tired right now so maybe I will just try to make the day busy so that we don't have time to sleep. One way or the other I will be testing the internet to stream tonight so lets cross our fingers that this goes well.